I feel your pain, sweetie.
I wore a ‘man’ mask for 48 years. Boy was I ever glad to rip that sicker off. It was killing me.
I will say, if life has taught me a thing, it’s that we’re all capable of far more than we think. Whatever your future holds, whatever masks you decide to shuck, I don’t doubt that a proud, sexy, assertive, independent woman like yourself will be golden.
You won’t survive, you’ll thrive.
Hugs n stuff